Blessings On The Way

My phone rang, another notification

It felt like the universe was sending bad salutations,

This week has been a marathon, problems in every stride,

Dodging landmines, nowhere left to hide,

I feel the weight of my problems on my back,

Every step forward, feels I'm under attack,

Bills piling high, dreams fading to gray,

Thought the sun had forgotten how to light up my day.

But I'm going to on hold my head up,

Even when the doubt tries to fill my cup,

Seen the darkness, felt the sting of the fall,

But I'm not breaking, I'm standing tall,

Because I know,

 I feel it in my soul's core,

That a blessing's are coming, knocking at my door

After all the struggle, after all the pain

This is why I know a blessing's on the way.

Back to back issues, like a twisted, cruel joke,

One problem solved, then another would provoke,

Lost some sleep, shed a tear or two,

Questioned everything, "What am I gonna do?",

Felt the pressure building, almost reached the brink,

But a little voice inside said, "Don't you sink.",

Remembered lessons learned from the past's harsh test,

Gotta push through the fire, gotta give it my best.

I'm trying to stay positive, a smile through the frown,

Planted seeds of hope when everything felt down,

Felt the quiet voices, the answered sighs,

Looked up to the heavens with hopeful eyes,

Kept my faith burning, a flicker in the storm,

Prayed for redemption, to keep my spirit warm.

A blessing is on the way, I can feel the shift?,

I'm going to rise above, going to get my gift.

Been through the wringer, but I'm still standing strong,

This isn't the end, this is where I belong,

Blessings are on the way,

Yes that's right,

I'm stepping out of the shadows, into the light.

Blessing's are coming